novembers
This month is always a tricky one. Some of the best things in my life have happened in November, but also some of the worst. It always feels like an unruly month anyway, posed between the spookyness of Halloween and the festivity of Christmas. With the end of daylight savings time, the dark comes even earlier and stays so long. I am never sure what to wear or which coat to bring. How warm or cold spaces will be. The other night I made sure to wear tights for the first time this year, but still found myself burrowing under my coat while we watched Frankenstein in the chilly theater. I can't just throw on my shoes and run downstairs or to the alley to throw out trash. Leaving the apartment requires preparation. Tights. Coats. Boots. Many layers. When I stay home, hours after 4pm are dark and strange and I never quite know what to do with myself. It's too early to stop working but way too early to just go watch something. It feels like midnight but its only 8pm....