Monday, April 12, 2021

napowrimo day no 12

from THE BIRD ARTIST


At first, we sat down for dinner at seven. 

                    Our own little heaven filled with tea cakes and waterfowl. 

                                The best china from the best places. My grandmother's linens 


brought over on a sunken ship and tucked beneath her coat 

                    while others drowned around her. They still smelled like the sea 

                                when the wind was right, blowing on the line.  Still harbored her fear, 


damply rowing toward a distant shore. I would lie them out on the bed 

                      and live inside them for awhile in the afternoons, while the flies 

                                 flicked at the window screens and the children played in the tub. 


Each spot, so carefully rubbed out,  but so  much death woven into the cotton, 

                       the taper of lace. At night, it would undo us, send us falling through sheets 

                                of white and and into dark water. No matter how much we washed them, 


                                              they'd get caught in our throats. The boats too far off in the distance to save us. 


(switching gears today to something else.  I may return to the Walter Potter stuff near the end of the month, but I woke today with this little bit in my head, so we'll see where she goes.)

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