rain

There seems to be alot of it the past week of the all day, no letting up kind. Several times I've been soaked even with an umbrella. No doubt, the chilliness is a definite sign of fall. Already I notice the waning daylight, and last week, an entire singular tree on my walk to the bus stop seems to have lost it's leaves in the wind overnight. I am not ready at all for colder weather, and since I still feeling off-kilter, and have been since May, it does not bode well in the mental health department. Winter is always hellish, and somehow I worry this one will be moreso. That whole house of cards feeling feels particularly threatening lately. I can only dig in and hope it passes...