Saturday, December 11, 2010
little miss crankypants
I'm having one of those days where I feel invisible and cut off from the world, which is usually gloriously relaxing, but combine it with general restlessness and such early nightfall and I'm a little glum. There are gatherings I could be going to, friends I could be seeing, but instead I thought I needed the weekend to turn off and regroup after a rather exhausting week with always too much to do and never enough time to do it in. Maybe that was not what I needed after all. I have spent the day wrapping soaps and lip balms whilst watching zombie movies, but overall I am exhausted, the bone weary sort of exhaustion that renders me tired within a couple hours of getting up. I am too cold mostly and achy, and thought perhaps I was coming down with something earlier this week since everyone seems to be sick around me. I cannot tell if my symptoms are mental or physical but I just feel out of whack, out of focus, out of it in general.